Truly,truly....

HAPPY NEW YEAR, 2009!!!

feeling down this week...got fever + flu + cough,cough,cough...huhu..in addition,also those ulcers...wuwu..very,very painful u know!!but then..even in all these pain i'm going through,someone manage to touch my heart..i'm meant figuratively,of course...

he cared about me so much that i felt touched and...happy.yes.happy.

last week,after going through all those mind boggling exams,he surprised me by showing up at nilai,to send me home...my home..at gombak..SURPRISE!!

anyway,i did not expect him to do that for me...to come all the way from ampang,then pick me up at nilai and drive me home...even mama was surprised he did that...i'm really,really touched...

then,during my worse days of sickness,should i emphasis on WORSE DAYS,he's still with me..nursing me..put aside the fact that he's a male nurse of course...he accompanied me to the clinic, made sure i get all the meals...made sure i ate the medicine on time...

i can honestly say,no guy have ever done like that,treat me that way...ever!

meeting this guy, getting to know him...i can surely say, that's the best thing that happened to me during 2008...apart from getting my license,or starting college and many more...

getting to know this one,particular guy...made my 2008, a memorable year..

cause he showed,taught,give,presented and many more that he did..that truly touched my heart...

now these is one of the friendship i'll treasure forever=)

How Could They...

How could my college gave my group only 1 day of christmas holiday while others get 5 days??
The reason they gave was we have exams on 24th and 26th...and it's unavoidable...
huh....Then on New Year's, i still have to come for junior registration...which is another holiday minus...but that one can be replace on any other day that i want..
How could friends stab behind my back when i helped then in their times of need?
But who am i to judge people...i can't even judge myself.haha
But i know what I could do...i could care less about them, i could break these rules and skip exams, i could even do things which is not myself.. But i know i wouldn't...
Because someone taught me, "it's better to do good with people then being trashed with, rather than be evil with others then being hated to"
hey..that's somehow true.=)

As time pass by..

As time pass by, things changes accordingly..
we can't hope that everything will stay the same forever..
some changes may turn out to our likeness but some may not..
but..that's what we have to do...to learn to adapt ourselves to new things...to changes..

things changes in my life lately...i'm not talking about a total trnabout...
but it's not as it's used to be before.. i've had conflicts..i've earned new friends..an lost some...
i've grew closer to some..and apart from others...but it's not like i planned all these to happen..
i don't..but that what i have to deal with...to learn to accept and adapt to changes...in my life..

these changes... in certain aspects,made me happier than before..because i'm nearly getting what i want..but to get that,i grew apart from my bestfriend..this change,i dont really like...
i know people say,friendship is important than things..

i'm torn between friendship..and relationship...i dare not make any decision..
i never really have the courage to make the decision in my life..
normally my family did it for me...and this time,my bestfrriend made it for me...
by growing apart from me...and i'll have to teach myself to accept that..and move on..

it's not like i can't always be there for my bestfriends..i'm always there....
it's just up to them either to see me as i am....or to see me as they want...
and i know, it's not the same munierah that we're talking about..

it's just not the same...