feeling....idontknow?

i dont know..what certain peoples' problems are...

i dont know..what people think of me...

i dont know..if i can make it through this time in college..

i dont know..if i can hold back my anger to certain people..

i dont know..if i can be patience all the time..

i dont know..what the future may brings..

i dont know..if i can smile all day..

i dont know..if i can laugh all day..

i dont know..if i can stay this way..

i dont know..if i can tell everyone the real truth..

i dont know..how to face this world..alone..

there are many things that i dont know..that i'm not sure of..

but some of it i found out with the help of my friends..my family...

but most of it..i have to find out on my own..

how do i do that?but still have a smile on face, a laugh in my life...and a dream in my future?

how?how ?

how to tell people...to let go?

how to say..thank you in the most sincerest way?

how to say.... goodbye?

i dont like being an outcast..

i dont like being alone...

i dont like being left alone..

but sometimes...that helps prepare others when i wont be here any longer..

somehow...it helps me living without others...

is that how this is all supposed to be?supposed to end?

I DONT KNOW..