life is a piece of cake..

umm...cake? There are many types of cakes out there...which one are you?I prefer to be the chocolate cake...It's yummy!!Anyway,people often thinks life is a piece of cake..that is to say,life is easy..

But for me,my interpretation for this statement is that life is not easy..It's like baking a cake..in my case,Chocolate cake..To bake a cake,we need to follow the steps,the recipe and decorate it to make it look delicious!In life,we need to follow our plans,add some "spices", and decorate it with suitable things to make it happier!

The steps in the baking means the order of mixing ingredients.In life,it means the steps of our journey through life..like studies,works,marriage,vacations....

The recipe in the baking means flour,coco powder,butter,sugar and all that stuff...In life,it means the love,lust,sadness,happiness and all that stuff...

The decoration in baking refers to the icing on top,the chocolate coating or maybe the whipcream!In life,it's the people you choose to live through your life with like family,friends and associates..

The cake would taste even better if we share it with others...Same as our life...it'll be sweeter if we share it with our loves one..it won't taste the same if we eat the cake all alone...same as our life...we need company to enjoy the times...good and bad times...

my bestfriend...

I live with my family here at Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.I also live with my cousin,Sasha. We have been living together since we were 10. We grew being each other bestfriend but sometimes, somethings we just had to compete with each other. Education for example, i had to compete with her to get good results. Sasha, i admit, is a beautiful girl,the type we call "cun" right here in Malaysia. She also has a good sense of humor and fashion. She always has the latest trends in her wardrobe, which is totally opposite of me. I am more of the basic simple type. I can put on a pair of jean and T-shirt while Sasha could take about 15 minutes to put together a casual outfit!! It's always great to have someone to talk about, to share things that only teenage girls know about... But sometimes i just can't help it but feeling jealous towards her. She can have any guy in this world! I,on the other hand,are very weak at getting into relationships. But i have more guy friends than girlfriends.i'm more comfy with them as my friends.
Tomorow, my SPM results will be announced.Guess we have to compete again to see who comes out top.But i'm not complaining..it's good competition..it motivates me to study harder and do things more serious.Even though sometimes i just hate her and feels like i want to throw her out of my life,i just knew i will never do that...cause Sasha is just like the other half of me...She's the wild type..the one which always want to be the center of attention,the one that most guy dreams to have as girlfriends..not me though..i'm more down-to-earth type..the sensible one between us both..the one that always help Sasha everytime she got stuck meddle with something else..that's me!

my thought

here's a thought.teenagers are always associated with love,lust and studies.
i've been through all i can say that love hurts more than study!!
but,i manage to go through its challenges and learned that to love someone,u have to love yourself first.so, FYI, im single =)
for my studies, ryte now i haven't started university yet so i'm doing part time work at KL Hyperbaric Centre to support my life. it's quite enjoyable as my colleagues are friendly and helpful.
i miss my school life because right now,i seldom see my friends. before this, they're the reason i went to school every morning. now that we have gone seperate ways, i miss all of them...
but i know that life has to go on, that we must keep moving forward and let go of the past..
i can do that..what i can't do is let go of the man i first come to love,truly,with my heart.