GOODBYE

tomorow,i'll be going back to Nilai.. It's the end of my holiday.. huhu..Cannot wake up late anyore..got classes to go..
But i'm looking forward to keep myself busy..keep busy so that i wont think about my problems and the emptiness in my heart..
how do we say goodbye to someone,and mean it...i mean,really really mean goodbye..
which means letting go and never turning back...
how do we say it?i dont know...because everytime i say goodbye..i will always turn back..
and when people say goodbye to me..it'll break my heart..

"i remember when we kissed,
i still feel it on my cheeks..
the time that you danced with me,
with no music playing..
i remember the simple things,
i remember till i cried..
but the memory i wished i'd forget,
is goodbye..."

"GOODBYE" by miley cyrus

cookies!!

yeah!!!my cookies is finally baked!!!
delicious2!!ahahaha..look at me,praising myself.."tak tawu malu"..ehehe
what do i care..what i know is,these frosted nut and chocolate chips cookies really are delicious!!
dont believe me??later i give sample..first come first serve...ahaks=p
anyway,after going back to college,cannot bake cookies anymore...except on weekends and when i come back for raya holiday...other than that,have to stay at college and study!!huhu

raya this year..bit unseasonal...dont know why...but,it's a bit....dull..huhu..
but i'm hoping this year,that boy can come "beraye" at my house!!hehe..that would really be awesome!!ahaha=p

till then...later!!

cuti3!!

*this one is an exception because it is written in bahasa rojak=p*

ahaha...cuti nak abish da...ade about,3 days lg kot...
wuwu..x dpt housemate yg same kot...rindu my bestie!uhuhu
nyway,td pack2 brg..gler smangat!!ahaha...then baru tecari2..uniform x jumpe ouh!ahaha
tula..dari start cuti tu,lps letak kat washing machine tros x pk da psl uniform...skang nk naek sem baru tercari2..ehehe..alah,ade la tu...somewhere...hehe

still..x sabar nak start blaja!!padahal ape yg blaja sem 1 da lupe da..ahaha=p
alah...korang pown same jgk...mesti da lupe ape yg korang blaja dolu2 kan2??hehe
nyway,skarang bulan puase..pack makanan nak bwk g sane mcm kat sane x de mknn plaks...ahaks=p
over excited la katekan...ahaha..bkn ape...kite prepare je awal2...mane x gune tu nnt bwk la balek umah...huhu=p

k lah2!!ade keje...before balek hostel nnt post lgk ek=p
hehe...bye2~

Wah....

Holiday....so bored!Not really actually...i managed to meet up with some old school mates..
Other than that..i don't think i've complished anything this holiday except for gaining weight and eat,eat and EAT! Hahahaha...God, i love eating! ahaha..

Anyway,i can't believe i'm writing this..but i'm really looking forward to the start of 2nd sem...actually i'm excited to meet up with my friends again and continue my college life...
Somehow, i'm attached and became too familiar with it that at times i feel like my home is my hostel and my hostel is my home... It's creepy!

anyway.. at least i learned something this holiday... That life is all about choices...! I think..hehe..
We make choices everyday in almost everything that we do..Emphasize on the ALMOST..
Like early in the morning we make choices on what to have for breakfast (eating again=p), choices on what to wear, what to do.... And as life grows older, the choices becomes harder on certain things... But! if we think it through and weigh out the pros and cons, good and bad, profits and damages.. liabilty and aset...if we think about everything thoroughly, we could make the right choice.. But it all depends on the individual himself...plus, not all choices that we choose is always right... Somehow, dont know when, we might tend to make the wrong choices... But don't worry.. That will teach us to be more careful in making choices later in the future! It'll teach us to be more cautious and learn new experiences to add in our diary of life!

yay!holiday!

i'm now on a semester break..i've just ended my first semester..it was tough but i managed to get through it just fine..the final exam wasn't really what i expected but well..i came through okay i think..haha..

i'm enjoying my holiday...without assignment to think about,without homework to be done..without test to be worried about!haha...i'll worry about the results when the second semester opens=p

i miss my cousin!!it's been a loooong time since i've last seen her..i really,really can't wait to see her again..i also miss my sister..can't wait to see her too!
it's only been a few days since our holiday started and i've missed my friends already...especially my housemates which always brightens my morning and ends my day with laughter...miss you girls!!

college life is a fun phase for me..it's challenging..but it also taught me a lot of things...educational wise and life-experiences wise...i hope what i learnt in this time will help in making me a better person in the future..hope so!

nowdays...

nowdays...i've just sat for my midterm exam...the questions was okay...not to hard,not to easy...
college life is quite boring right now..there's nothing interesting going on right now..
some of my friends are on their midterm hoiliday so the college is quite dead without them...there's no more our usual group that lift up the college spirit...making noise here and there...i can't wait for them to come back...another 13 days!!

lovewise?i like someone here and i think he likes me too...but we're not trying to hurry or anything...we're in the phase of getting to know each other...i mean,i have 3 years here...we will be seeing each other most of the days for 3 years??many thing could happened by then=p

careerwise?i'm more confident now with my decision to persue my career as a physiotherapists..my lecturer told me that Malaysia is in need of qualified physiotherapists...so the chances of getting a job is always there...

motivational wise?i'm determine to achieve 4 flat in my examinations...i dream of getting sponsored for my second sem and so on so that i could save money on other things...which mean,to achieve that i have to study hard....so what i'm doing here now,is not studying...hehehe...
ok2,i'm stepping off now....i'll be back for more news on my life...till then,tata!

college life

wahahaha...i miss blogging!
life as a college student is....well,interesting..i'm trying not to repeat my mistakes when i'm in school..i'm trying to find the real me inside myself...well,more like finding the part of me that i never knew of...what?what am i babbling?haha..i also don't know..but i'm trying to corrected myself where i do wrongs before..
first month already and HELLO DRAMA!
I've made new friends..new acquaintance.. and also,it comes together with the package as usual,new enemies!but never mind..as long as i dont hurt anyone or try to find faults with others..i think i'll be fine...
Love wise?i dont think so..haha..there's like 40 boys and 150 girls there..and i rather pick friendship than relationship anyday..
career wise?i think i'll enjoy being a physiotherapist..it looks like a promising subject..even though the books are OMG SO THICK!but i'll survive..right?as long as i think before i do anything,i'm sure i'll survive all these...